I can not learn English :P

Hi my name is Kate and learn English so many time that I can not remember how long. But.. Sorry I did not learn I went to lesson and sat here. I did nothing so I can speak and write in English. Listen is terrible I can not hear a word and I not understand whole listening. But I am 19 years old and I must learn english because whole my friendes can this perfectly. If I am not leran I will not get any good job:( I so laizy that I want to do every thing only not learn english. But.. stop I promised own I that I will learn English and speak fluently. So I go to learn Bye:P